In the midst of confusion.
POSTED ON: 19 March 2011 @ 2:19 PM | 0 comments
Have you ever felt seriously 'deja-vu'?Seriously felt that things happened like repetitions?It is not very 'deja-vu' for me.It is just that i dont think I can face it again.Life is a path.Too many repetitions make my life seems to be kinda complicated.I do not know whether this is a test from God or something.In the past I may did it because I was a young Christian.But,now?I dont think i should be doing all over again.And what sadden me,it's a another path that I have to make choice between best friendship and temptations.
I am confused now.I can tell no one.Yes,to Lord.But to people around me?Those aches for five years seems to have leave a deep scars on me.I can't undergo anymore.
I never read the diary again.I promised not to be that again.But choices are hard to make.If only i could just surrender to the Lord.My heart doesn't tell me so.
It seems like in uni,things are complicated.I really i will undergo this with God's hand with me,telling me how to distinguish what is right and wrong.
p.s:why am I even involve in this?It wasn't my stuffs at first.
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In the midst of confusion.
POSTED ON: 19 March 2011 @ 2:19 PM | 0 comments
Have you ever felt seriously 'deja-vu'?Seriously felt that things happened like repetitions?It is not very 'deja-vu' for me.It is just that i dont think I can face it again.Life is a path.Too many repetitions make my life seems to be kinda complicated.I do not know whether this is a test from God or something.In the past I may did it because I was a young Christian.But,now?I dont think i should be doing all over again.And what sadden me,it's a another path that I have to make choice between best friendship and temptations.
I am confused now.I can tell no one.Yes,to Lord.But to people around me?Those aches for five years seems to have leave a deep scars on me.I can't undergo anymore.
I never read the diary again.I promised not to be that again.But choices are hard to make.If only i could just surrender to the Lord.My heart doesn't tell me so.
It seems like in uni,things are complicated.I really i will undergo this with God's hand with me,telling me how to distinguish what is right and wrong.
p.s:why am I even involve in this?It wasn't my stuffs at first.
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