POSTED ON: 20 November 2011 @ 1:10 AM | 0 comments
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I was watching this Chinese mandarin movie,'The Apple of My Eyes'.Controlled my tears.It was a flashback.It was those years that I liked this guy.He was so adorable with fair complexion.He was everything.He was close to me.He was my good friend,whom I can shared problems with.It was the first time my heart beat for real.It was the first time I felt that I couldn't breathe.I was thinking of him all the time.The first time for everything including adrenaline rush.Everything was awkward.I blushed.I cried.I was jealous.I gave my time.I taught him studies.I helped him in his homework.It was that.The time we spent,after such a long time were dear to me.He was still after-all the person that I adored much.I knew that for the first time I know what was relationship meant at that age back then.It was not mature.It was affection.I wanted to confess.I looked at him when he did not realise.I gave him gifts which I saved from my piggy-bank.I wrote diary about him.When I listened to song,I thought of him.It was those years.For five years I thought he was the one.But he wasn't.But after all of this,I am still here today remembering that those things that we did,those things that we had were precious..It may be the past but it made me who I am today.Those first-times.
Now,I am 21years old.That was 6years back.Though it was really seriously unchristian but God was in control even when I was a young Christian.I am glad I experienced that.God was and is watching over me no matter what...and I am sure He put someone great and loves Him and going to guide me towards Him.*WE ARE SO GOING TO GROW TOGETHER TOWARDS CHRIST.*
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POSTED ON: 20 November 2011 @ 1:10 AM | 0 comments
*click it first before u read and as the music flow,read my post..LOL*
I was watching this Chinese mandarin movie,'The Apple of My Eyes'.Controlled my tears.It was a flashback.It was those years that I liked this guy.He was so adorable with fair complexion.He was everything.He was close to me.He was my good friend,whom I can shared problems with.It was the first time my heart beat for real.It was the first time I felt that I couldn't breathe.I was thinking of him all the time.The first time for everything including adrenaline rush.Everything was awkward.I blushed.I cried.I was jealous.I gave my time.I taught him studies.I helped him in his homework.It was that.The time we spent,after such a long time were dear to me.He was still after-all the person that I adored much.I knew that for the first time I know what was relationship meant at that age back then.It was not mature.It was affection.I wanted to confess.I looked at him when he did not realise.I gave him gifts which I saved from my piggy-bank.I wrote diary about him.When I listened to song,I thought of him.It was those years.For five years I thought he was the one.But he wasn't.But after all of this,I am still here today remembering that those things that we did,those things that we had were precious..It may be the past but it made me who I am today.Those first-times.
Now,I am 21years old.That was 6years back.Though it was really seriously unchristian but God was in control even when I was a young Christian.I am glad I experienced that.God was and is watching over me no matter what...and I am sure He put someone great and loves Him and going to guide me towards Him.*WE ARE SO GOING TO GROW TOGETHER TOWARDS CHRIST.*
