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POSTED ON: 28 September 2011 @ 12:01 AM | 0 comments

My God...Jesus saved me 7 years ago when I was 15 years old.I was young and lost.I was wondering why would I live in the world when death was so near to me.I wanted to end my life because I had no reason to live.I was an immature person,you might think for even thinking of committing suicide.But,I had no one to guide me through my darkest pit.Not a friend,not my mom,not even anyone to listen the cries in my heart.

Tears flowed at night and I couldn't sleep because I was thinking that why do human live and die,leaving nothing?Where would my dad be?Where?Why was fate took my father away?.Why would others had a dad and not me?Why did I have to face all of this?Why no one was there for me?

Endless questions with unknown answers.Because of that..I was lost,desperately pretended smiling facing life everyday but was bottling the aches that i chose to shut.

One day,I was in an event organised by church.I was there because my friend,Jess asked me to.There,I knew someone was there for me.Wanting to tell me,he can heal all the pains I was facing.I prayed.For the first time.

I know that I chose Him the next day and I would never look back.Even when there were times,I cried because I couldn't handle it.Because He had done so much for me..that whatever mocks and ridicules I received,I will never let go of Him.I know that sometimes,it hurt so much but He told me,''It's alright,daughter.I am here with U.I'll never forsake you.''

I choose HIM.I choose to live for Him.I choose to follow Him and His wills.Because He loves me much when I was sinner.Because He saved me when I wanted to end my life.Because of Him,I am who I am today.


''But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever (Psalm 52:8).''

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-JesusMySaviour-

POSTED ON: 28 September 2011 @ 12:01 AM | 0 comments

My God...Jesus saved me 7 years ago when I was 15 years old.I was young and lost.I was wondering why would I live in the world when death was so near to me.I wanted to end my life because I had no reason to live.I was an immature person,you might think for even thinking of committing suicide.But,I had no one to guide me through my darkest pit.Not a friend,not my mom,not even anyone to listen the cries in my heart.

Tears flowed at night and I couldn't sleep because I was thinking that why do human live and die,leaving nothing?Where would my dad be?Where?Why was fate took my father away?.Why would others had a dad and not me?Why did I have to face all of this?Why no one was there for me?

Endless questions with unknown answers.Because of that..I was lost,desperately pretended smiling facing life everyday but was bottling the aches that i chose to shut.

One day,I was in an event organised by church.I was there because my friend,Jess asked me to.There,I knew someone was there for me.Wanting to tell me,he can heal all the pains I was facing.I prayed.For the first time.

I know that I chose Him the next day and I would never look back.Even when there were times,I cried because I couldn't handle it.Because He had done so much for me..that whatever mocks and ridicules I received,I will never let go of Him.I know that sometimes,it hurt so much but He told me,''It's alright,daughter.I am here with U.I'll never forsake you.''

I choose HIM.I choose to live for Him.I choose to follow Him and His wills.Because He loves me much when I was sinner.Because He saved me when I wanted to end my life.Because of Him,I am who I am today.


''But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever (Psalm 52:8).''

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