The path I chose,the decisions I made.
POSTED ON: 18 January 2012 @ 9:08 PM | 1 comments
I am going back tomorrow to Melaka.I have been waiting for this day, just spend my time with my family.
Talking about semester 1,year 2..there were many things that changed.Of course relationships changed as well.I cannot stop thinking who I am close now compared to when I was in first year.Decisions that I made lead to where I am now.Sometimes,I felt sad letting go of some relationships.But letting go is a part of maturing too,right?
Juniors came,seniors gone.Took the role of taking care juniors,care more and showing more love towards people.It was all about receiving but now,giving.It's not easy.Not easy but I know it is worthwhile.Not easy when I have to learn to accept and correcting them in a way that I am concern about them and not condemning them.But they taught me in a way.So many lessons I learn to better myself.
Still,I will not give up in what I want to do.Impacting people's lives.But not forgetting,impacting people's lives through Him.I believe I did but there are more to come.:)
The end of my 2nd year,1st sem.Feeling afraid,honestly by the time.But yeah,He will tell me what to do.=)
Gracias,Lord.Labels: faith, friendship, tough
Not over.
POSTED ON: 16 January 2012 @ 2:06 AM | 0 comments
First semester is finishing soon.Approximately 4days to go.Trying to catch up with people especially the one that I haven't been contacting.Thoughts came into my mind.Not good ones.But I remembered what Pastor Sam said , 'When bad thoughts come rushing into your mind,THINK OF GOD's goodness.' Therefore, I always look unto His goodness.Be it failures or anything.I read 2nd Samuel on Absalom being killed by Joab and David was mourning hard.I am sure Heavenly Dad would be very sad if His children falling further from Him but the special thing about Heavenly Dad is that He waits FAITHFULLY.NEVER LET YOU GO!
It's true that I thought of lot lately especially commitments-where should I focus next year?And yes,I found my answers.Thank you,Lord.For relationships,I am really thankful for the people around me-be it Christians and non-Christians--all impacted me in a way,creating beautiful and unforgettable memories during my university life.
I told a friend of mine that I fear of making close friends because I am afraid of letting go after I leave this university.She said,' You should enjoy each relationship you are having now.Don't back yourself because of the fear.' .I forgot God gave me those friends.I should love and impact them in every way that I can to help them ---to demonstrate HIS love.He gave me this gift which myself do not understand too.But it is indeed special.
Found myself in Him again.Thank you ,Heavenly Dad for everything...;)
Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it
Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God.
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Labels: faith, friendship, love
2012.
POSTED ON: 06 January 2012 @ 10:42 PM | 0 comments
This is my first post in 2012.*proud*.I am having final examination.2012 has been the same as 2011.(as much as now).
Lately,I think I am getting serious.Thought just pondered itself in my mind.There are things that I shouldn't think.I want to break the walls.The walls that I have been struggling all this while.I don't know.I am consider as 22years old now.There are things that I want to do,want to achieve with God,especially.But maybe I am expecting a lot?I am expecting a lot now that I am afraid to do resolutions.
I miss being with family-talking to my sister because she knows me the best.I think I just feel out of place lately.It's not about friends.It's personal.I felt different.I felt I lost 'it'.
Perhaps, I miss Him.
''Someone once told me,that if you think your life is stagnant now.God is doing something in you life,something big.''
May this stagnation overcome with breaking of walls.A closer gap.
Labels: tough
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The path I chose,the decisions I made.
POSTED ON: 18 January 2012 @ 9:08 PM | 1 comments
I am going back tomorrow to Melaka.I have been waiting for this day, just spend my time with my family.
Talking about semester 1,year 2..there were many things that changed.Of course relationships changed as well.I cannot stop thinking who I am close now compared to when I was in first year.Decisions that I made lead to where I am now.Sometimes,I felt sad letting go of some relationships.But letting go is a part of maturing too,right?
Juniors came,seniors gone.Took the role of taking care juniors,care more and showing more love towards people.It was all about receiving but now,giving.It's not easy.Not easy but I know it is worthwhile.Not easy when I have to learn to accept and correcting them in a way that I am concern about them and not condemning them.But they taught me in a way.So many lessons I learn to better myself.
Still,I will not give up in what I want to do.Impacting people's lives.But not forgetting,impacting people's lives through Him.I believe I did but there are more to come.:)
The end of my 2nd year,1st sem.Feeling afraid,honestly by the time.But yeah,He will tell me what to do.=)
Gracias,Lord.Labels: faith, friendship, tough
Not over.
POSTED ON: 16 January 2012 @ 2:06 AM | 0 comments
First semester is finishing soon.Approximately 4days to go.Trying to catch up with people especially the one that I haven't been contacting.Thoughts came into my mind.Not good ones.But I remembered what Pastor Sam said , 'When bad thoughts come rushing into your mind,THINK OF GOD's goodness.' Therefore, I always look unto His goodness.Be it failures or anything.I read 2nd Samuel on Absalom being killed by Joab and David was mourning hard.I am sure Heavenly Dad would be very sad if His children falling further from Him but the special thing about Heavenly Dad is that He waits FAITHFULLY.NEVER LET YOU GO!
It's true that I thought of lot lately especially commitments-where should I focus next year?And yes,I found my answers.Thank you,Lord.For relationships,I am really thankful for the people around me-be it Christians and non-Christians--all impacted me in a way,creating beautiful and unforgettable memories during my university life.
I told a friend of mine that I fear of making close friends because I am afraid of letting go after I leave this university.She said,' You should enjoy each relationship you are having now.Don't back yourself because of the fear.' .I forgot God gave me those friends.I should love and impact them in every way that I can to help them ---to demonstrate HIS love.He gave me this gift which myself do not understand too.But it is indeed special.
Found myself in Him again.Thank you ,Heavenly Dad for everything...;)
Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it
Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God.
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Labels: faith, friendship, love
2012.
POSTED ON: 06 January 2012 @ 10:42 PM | 0 comments
This is my first post in 2012.*proud*.I am having final examination.2012 has been the same as 2011.(as much as now).
Lately,I think I am getting serious.Thought just pondered itself in my mind.There are things that I shouldn't think.I want to break the walls.The walls that I have been struggling all this while.I don't know.I am consider as 22years old now.There are things that I want to do,want to achieve with God,especially.But maybe I am expecting a lot?I am expecting a lot now that I am afraid to do resolutions.
I miss being with family-talking to my sister because she knows me the best.I think I just feel out of place lately.It's not about friends.It's personal.I felt different.I felt I lost 'it'.
Perhaps, I miss Him.
''Someone once told me,that if you think your life is stagnant now.God is doing something in you life,something big.''
May this stagnation overcome with breaking of walls.A closer gap.
Labels: tough
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