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POSTED ON: 20 November 2012 @ 5:13 AM | 0 comments

Taking a break from finishing assignment to write this. Was browsing pictures. Saw the picture above. Taken  in Pantai Kerachut, last week during mid-semester. Never thought we would you know, take another group picture again after such a long time.  It is true that I cannot let go of them, by leaving after concert ( which is this Friday). They have been a part of my university life. I don't know if they feel the way I do.  But, I do have this weakness of getting over-emotional over things especially in friendship. 

 I know I am very delighted to know them, each one of them. Things that we did, arguments we had, the small talks we laughed together, the lessons we learnt and the friendship we built. It was God's blessings to get to know each one of them. 

At the end of the day,I know if I leave, I leave knowing that they were in my life, part of my life.

Thank you, Angkatan Monyet!

:')


Labels: friendship, personal, random


More lessons... :)

POSTED ON: 13 November 2012 @ 3:48 AM | 0 comments

Two months in university. Spent time with people that I never have the chance with. With new juniors as well. Less time with people that I was close to ( some of them). Different schedule. Different priorities.

Before starting this semester, it was all about not letting go. But God always have His ways to work in my life to teach me ' It is time to let go, it is.'. He started by telling me, ' You can't always have things your way, Fong Wan. You have to learn not to put other things that I've blessed you with above me.' Gradually I learnt, not to rely on my strength but His, to let go of my comfort zone.

 As that was happening,He also asked me to love despite my unwillingness to love. My unwillingness to love because I can't seem to see my affection being replied the way I want. Then I realised it's all because I WANT it to be in a certain way. It's all because of my selfishness. Love is not selfish. Love is to giving despite anything, without expectation , without judgement ..which is hard to do..but I am learning. :) He is expanding my heart of loving others. 
Lastly, I learnt that God is using me and had used me as a vessel to bless me. In all I do, I must be directed towards Him. Just by sitting down ...such a simple action is more than enough than doing all the works and be distracted from Him. That's why I decided to leave USM Jazz Band, after concert. I asked myself, 'Is this what God wants you to do...or is this what you want to do, Fong Wan?' . So much of reluctancy  , I begin to use His strength to leave when the time is right. Well, things could be awkward especially when I am free on Monday and Thursday ( Jazz Band practice day). But one step at a time,kays!!:)

So much of an update about me!!Now is pictures time!
Jazz Band 's concert photo-shoot session!! Yeah!! 

Campus retreat in Cameron Highlands!!:) Audrey's hometown!



 Third- gathering. Loves!! Awesome time!

 Thanks Carmen!!:) (Walkathon for Children's Poverty- World Vision)

Yellow !!! ( Group in Cameron Camps!)
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8 : Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails.

Thank you for thy love, Lord for Your Love empowers me to love others just like how You did!:)


Labels: faith, faithfulness, God, personal


POSTED ON: 01 November 2012 @ 7:38 PM | 0 comments

Just because I cannot control certain situations doesn't mean I am a failure. Because all I gotta do is to allow God to take over the situations.


''Surrender''


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Thank you, Angkatan Monyet!

POSTED ON: 20 November 2012 @ 5:13 AM | 0 comments

Taking a break from finishing assignment to write this. Was browsing pictures. Saw the picture above. Taken  in Pantai Kerachut, last week during mid-semester. Never thought we would you know, take another group picture again after such a long time.  It is true that I cannot let go of them, by leaving after concert ( which is this Friday). They have been a part of my university life. I don't know if they feel the way I do.  But, I do have this weakness of getting over-emotional over things especially in friendship. 

 I know I am very delighted to know them, each one of them. Things that we did, arguments we had, the small talks we laughed together, the lessons we learnt and the friendship we built. It was God's blessings to get to know each one of them. 

At the end of the day,I know if I leave, I leave knowing that they were in my life, part of my life.

Thank you, Angkatan Monyet!

:')


Labels: friendship, personal, random


More lessons... :)

POSTED ON: 13 November 2012 @ 3:48 AM | 0 comments

Two months in university. Spent time with people that I never have the chance with. With new juniors as well. Less time with people that I was close to ( some of them). Different schedule. Different priorities.

Before starting this semester, it was all about not letting go. But God always have His ways to work in my life to teach me ' It is time to let go, it is.'. He started by telling me, ' You can't always have things your way, Fong Wan. You have to learn not to put other things that I've blessed you with above me.' Gradually I learnt, not to rely on my strength but His, to let go of my comfort zone.

 As that was happening,He also asked me to love despite my unwillingness to love. My unwillingness to love because I can't seem to see my affection being replied the way I want. Then I realised it's all because I WANT it to be in a certain way. It's all because of my selfishness. Love is not selfish. Love is to giving despite anything, without expectation , without judgement ..which is hard to do..but I am learning. :) He is expanding my heart of loving others. 
Lastly, I learnt that God is using me and had used me as a vessel to bless me. In all I do, I must be directed towards Him. Just by sitting down ...such a simple action is more than enough than doing all the works and be distracted from Him. That's why I decided to leave USM Jazz Band, after concert. I asked myself, 'Is this what God wants you to do...or is this what you want to do, Fong Wan?' . So much of reluctancy  , I begin to use His strength to leave when the time is right. Well, things could be awkward especially when I am free on Monday and Thursday ( Jazz Band practice day). But one step at a time,kays!!:)

So much of an update about me!!Now is pictures time!
Jazz Band 's concert photo-shoot session!! Yeah!! 

Campus retreat in Cameron Highlands!!:) Audrey's hometown!



 Third- gathering. Loves!! Awesome time!

 Thanks Carmen!!:) (Walkathon for Children's Poverty- World Vision)

Yellow !!! ( Group in Cameron Camps!)
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8 : Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails.

Thank you for thy love, Lord for Your Love empowers me to love others just like how You did!:)


Labels: faith, faithfulness, God, personal


POSTED ON: 01 November 2012 @ 7:38 PM | 0 comments

Just because I cannot control certain situations doesn't mean I am a failure. Because all I gotta do is to allow God to take over the situations.


''Surrender''


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