-JesusMySaviour-
POSTED ON: 28 September 2011 @ 12:01 AM | 0 comments
My God...Jesus saved me 7 years ago when I was 15 years old.I was young and lost.I was wondering why would I live in the world when death was so near to me.I wanted to end my life because I had no reason to live.I was an immature person,you might think for even thinking of committing suicide.But,I had no one to guide me through my darkest pit.Not a friend,not my mom,not even anyone to listen the cries in my heart.
Tears flowed at night and I couldn't sleep because I was thinking that why do human live and die,leaving nothing?Where would my dad be?Where?Why was fate took my father away?.Why would others had a dad and not me?Why did I have to face all of this?Why no one was there for me?
Endless questions with unknown answers.Because of that..I was lost,desperately pretended smiling facing life everyday but was bottling the aches that i chose to shut.
One day,I was in an event organised by church.I was there because my friend,Jess asked me to.There,I knew someone was there for me.Wanting to tell me,he can heal all the pains I was facing.I prayed.For the first time.
I know that I chose Him the next day and I would never look back.Even when there were times,I cried because I couldn't handle it.Because He had done so much for me..that whatever mocks and ridicules I received,I will never let go of Him.I know that sometimes,it hurt so much but He told me,''It's alright,daughter.I am here with U.I'll never forsake you.''
I choose HIM.I choose to live for Him.I choose to follow Him and His wills.Because He loves me much when I was sinner.Because He saved me when I wanted to end my life.Because of Him,I am who I am today.
My Jesus is my saviour.I love Him.And I wanna declare of His awesome love.I love you,Jesus.
''But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever (Psalm 52:8).''
Labels: beautiful, faith, love
POSTED ON: 27 September 2011 @ 5:14 PM | 0 comments
Smiles and laughs are gifts.=)
POSTED ON: 25 September 2011 @ 7:24 PM | 0 comments
Do not see a person from a single perspective.Look at that someone from another perspectives and who knows,she/he could change your life.
Labels: heartforpeople, motivation
''WhenPlayingMusicBecameAPlaceofBonds''
POSTED ON: @ 1:28 AM | 0 comments
''Life is just like joining many dots.Take a look at previous dots,you'll be amazed by its connections.''
Awesome time we had during the convocation week.Five precious days.
Labels: friendship, fun, love, random
''MyPrayer''
POSTED ON: 17 September 2011 @ 11:38 PM | 0 comments
''Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me''
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for you kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to eternity''
I love this song.It stirred my heart when I listened to this part.Being a Christian in USM-What a blessings?I was asked why would I be a leader in PKA?It was to equip myself with His words and to be the salt in my family.God is doing greater things in my life.
''I am glad I am different.Because being different is different.''
I wrote that in my Facebook.I am actually very delighted that I am different because I know Christ the Lord in a personal way.It is seriously different.There are things that I have seen,believe with my faith and listen as well because God was and is with me.I used to think that you know,I am loud and I was just another I-don't-know,some crappy person that talks craps.But having sense of humour is a gift itself.It put smiles on people.It relaxes people.It draws people to you.It's a gift,I believe from my MIGHTY GOD.I am happy to be different.Different because He made me different.
It is the same message that I was receiving-LOVE THE PEOPLE.LOVE!!I heard it in Conference and now I hear it again in Leaders' Retreat.To love unconditionally to everyone.Love is PURE because He is PURE and HE IS LOVE.HE created to love each other.EVERYONE!!
Dear:Heavenly Father,
Thank you,Lord once again for opening my heart to love people I know and to stretch me to love people I have yet to know even more.I believe Lord that you gave me these gifts that I could never realise if I do not use---to love PEOPLE in USM!!I believe Lord you are doing something that is remarkable in my life.I may fall Lord but I would know YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME LORD like you've always been.It's time for a revival-To be an agent of change.I was worried Lord that I couldn't cope but I realised that you are in control,Lord and who am I to worry when you are working through me,O'Lord?Thank you Lord for everything that was blessed in Leaders' Retreat.I pray for PKA to be a stronger body of Christ and that you will dwelt in each and everyone of Us.In Jesus' Name:Amen
Labels: faith, heartforpeople, love
It's so Jazzy.
POSTED ON: 13 September 2011 @ 1:08 PM | 2 comments
Hey!!!It's time to update my past three weeks in USM---playing trombone(blowing,actually).It was remarkably awesome spending time with them.Seriously,this camp drew me close to people I was not close before.I don't know how to describe this.It is just beyond words.
It felt like yesterday that Audrey and Stephie left Jazz Band.But,I decided to stay after disappearing for 6practices.It just that I had a solid voice from God that I need to stay for the reason that I have yet to know.But knowing that this morning 5 Jazz-banders(that's how we call ourselves) came to my church and two of them are non-Christian just delighted me.I am happy,you know.I am just pleased in joy.
Awesome three weeks passed like it was just a day ago.I learnt to do what's right and what's not.I learnt to be patient and pray to God when I had difficulty in playing trombone.It really drove me to another level.I realised that if I want to be the agent of change in Jazz Band,I have to be good in what I am doing now--playing the right notes at the right beat.
Jazz Band is not all-good-band.It seriously take commitment and time away.I was hardly breathing and was so exhausted practicing that I went for naps during practices.It had two sessions of practices,10a-12p and 2-5p with full practice from 8.30p to 11.30p.It was testing my commitment in Jazz Band.
In mission conference,I heard voices from God asking me to stay because I asked Him whether I should commit myself in Jazz Band.The answer was 'Yes'.
I am taking this oportunity to introduce some of my all-good-but-crazy friends in Jazz Band.First of all, Miyeko Lotus!!She was the one I met during orientation week during my first year.Together,we joined Jazz Band and she was a clarinet player but took a role of playing tenor saxophone and she is real deal here.She was my room-mate for twice and thanks God for her awesome friendship and companion.
Next,Jonathan Tin (whom I called ''Biawak'') and he is playing alto saxophone.I guessed most girls were attracted to his seriousness in playing saxophone or think that he is all-cool.BUT,do not be deceived.*haha*.He is all-kind-but-crazy man.I still remembered the dislike I had on him because some statements he said.But human are weirdos.We are like in ''brotherhood' now.
Weng Jen is like my favourite smiley-man.He is all ''tumblersmile''(that's his blog-name).Yeah,he was the one I went to Vietnam with.He plays alto saxophone as well.The saxophone that I decided to let go and be faithful to my current trombone.LOLx.But he is good in saxophone at the rate of a beginner.Thanks to his commitment to drive us around during music camp that we can moved our things easily.But,do not be deceived by his decency and quietness because he is actually one-of-the-awesome-people u can befriend with.He always managed to open my eyes to see things from other perspectives.
CY Chua!!I always call him CY,though.He was my tenor-trombone partner but now he changed to bass-trombone.But he is a fun but systematic person to be with.One of a kind.This music camp I have got to know him even more.I realised that he got this serious side.*so scary**just kidding*.He taught me lots as well but the most significant would be tolerance lessons.A good friend that will be there for you.=)
Jane.She is my senior.The closest 3rd-year senior whom I got closer in this music camp.Was really glad that she always drive us around.She is a flutist and she always gave encouragements to juniors like us-a beginner like her once upon a time.It was easy to blend with her.
KingHui.*he is known as the SS king*.A very humorous person who is very responsible and commit in everything that he was handling.He took care of his juniors as well that's why CY and Jonathan is close to him.He did a lot for Jazz Band actually.It was good to have a ''play-maker'' like him who always make things smoother.He is a partner of Miyeko-tenor sax.
The list goes on and this post is getting long-winded.^^
Ciao for now.=)
Labels: friendship, fun, love, random
''Listen''
POSTED ON: 12 September 2011 @ 2:09 AM | 0 comments
As stubborn as it is,
It always beat for falseness,
Or hopelessness.
As fragile as it is,
It closes as it opens,
To disallow the pain-flow.
As flowery as it is,
It speaks of rose buds,
As well as the rose thorns.
As painful as it was,
It continues to listen obediently,
And to wept secretly.
As deeper as it goes,
It hopes to hope,
For strength and courage.
Labels: poem, random
''A Heart for God is the Heart For People''
POSTED ON: 04 September 2011 @ 9:56 PM | 0 comments
''Stretch Your Heart For People''
Deuteronomy 4:31
For the LORD your God is a merciful God. He will not leave you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers that he swore to them.
How does God view the world??What will he see if He look down upon this Earth that was created by Him?Malaysia?Australia?Africa?Chinese?Indian?Malays?
The answer....
''God will see people without political boundaries,countries,skin colours..No difference between races,nationalities...etc.''
Those are man-made divisions.
BUT,Jesus Christ died for ALL..for YOU and ME.
Do you even realise that Holy Spirit and God have already prepare the hearts of those people that He will use you to be the vessel?All He need is a vessel.Will you be the vessel?
''It's not the destination but the journey.''
It is not what you do for God that matter but it is HIM and the journey with HIM that matter the most.There are many people out there who don't even heard of ''Jesus''.Be a blessing.You are saved so that u can be a vessel to spread the Good News----To be saved by Jesus who died on the cross.
Isaiah 43:10(ESV)
“You are my witnesses,” declares the Lord, “and my servant whom I have chosen, that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he.
LET'S MAKE OUR GOD FAMOUS!!!
Matthew 28:19(ESV)
Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.
So,Stretch Your Heart For People regardless what race,religion,skin colours they are made of because all of them are created in the image of God.And our loving God loves them as well.
LET'S GO!!!!!!!
Labels: faith, heartforpeople
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-JesusMySaviour-
POSTED ON: 28 September 2011 @ 12:01 AM | 0 comments
My God...Jesus saved me 7 years ago when I was 15 years old.I was young and lost.I was wondering why would I live in the world when death was so near to me.I wanted to end my life because I had no reason to live.I was an immature person,you might think for even thinking of committing suicide.But,I had no one to guide me through my darkest pit.Not a friend,not my mom,not even anyone to listen the cries in my heart.
Tears flowed at night and I couldn't sleep because I was thinking that why do human live and die,leaving nothing?Where would my dad be?Where?Why was fate took my father away?.Why would others had a dad and not me?Why did I have to face all of this?Why no one was there for me?
Endless questions with unknown answers.Because of that..I was lost,desperately pretended smiling facing life everyday but was bottling the aches that i chose to shut.
One day,I was in an event organised by church.I was there because my friend,Jess asked me to.There,I knew someone was there for me.Wanting to tell me,he can heal all the pains I was facing.I prayed.For the first time.
I know that I chose Him the next day and I would never look back.Even when there were times,I cried because I couldn't handle it.Because He had done so much for me..that whatever mocks and ridicules I received,I will never let go of Him.I know that sometimes,it hurt so much but He told me,''It's alright,daughter.I am here with U.I'll never forsake you.''
I choose HIM.I choose to live for Him.I choose to follow Him and His wills.Because He loves me much when I was sinner.Because He saved me when I wanted to end my life.Because of Him,I am who I am today.
My Jesus is my saviour.I love Him.And I wanna declare of His awesome love.I love you,Jesus.
''But I am like an olive tree flourishing in the house of God; I trust in God's unfailing love for ever and ever (Psalm 52:8).''
Labels: beautiful, faith, love
POSTED ON: 27 September 2011 @ 5:14 PM | 0 comments
Smiles and laughs are gifts.=)
POSTED ON: 25 September 2011 @ 7:24 PM | 0 comments
Do not see a person from a single perspective.Look at that someone from another perspectives and who knows,she/he could change your life.
Labels: heartforpeople, motivation
''WhenPlayingMusicBecameAPlaceofBonds''
POSTED ON: @ 1:28 AM | 0 comments
''Life is just like joining many dots.Take a look at previous dots,you'll be amazed by its connections.''
Awesome time we had during the convocation week.Five precious days.
Labels: friendship, fun, love, random
''MyPrayer''
POSTED ON: 17 September 2011 @ 11:38 PM | 0 comments
''Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me''
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for you kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to eternity''
I love this song.It stirred my heart when I listened to this part.Being a Christian in USM-What a blessings?I was asked why would I be a leader in PKA?It was to equip myself with His words and to be the salt in my family.God is doing greater things in my life.
''I am glad I am different.Because being different is different.''
I wrote that in my Facebook.I am actually very delighted that I am different because I know Christ the Lord in a personal way.It is seriously different.There are things that I have seen,believe with my faith and listen as well because God was and is with me.I used to think that you know,I am loud and I was just another I-don't-know,some crappy person that talks craps.But having sense of humour is a gift itself.It put smiles on people.It relaxes people.It draws people to you.It's a gift,I believe from my MIGHTY GOD.I am happy to be different.Different because He made me different.
It is the same message that I was receiving-LOVE THE PEOPLE.LOVE!!I heard it in Conference and now I hear it again in Leaders' Retreat.To love unconditionally to everyone.Love is PURE because He is PURE and HE IS LOVE.HE created to love each other.EVERYONE!!
Dear:Heavenly Father,
Thank you,Lord once again for opening my heart to love people I know and to stretch me to love people I have yet to know even more.I believe Lord that you gave me these gifts that I could never realise if I do not use---to love PEOPLE in USM!!I believe Lord you are doing something that is remarkable in my life.I may fall Lord but I would know YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME LORD like you've always been.It's time for a revival-To be an agent of change.I was worried Lord that I couldn't cope but I realised that you are in control,Lord and who am I to worry when you are working through me,O'Lord?Thank you Lord for everything that was blessed in Leaders' Retreat.I pray for PKA to be a stronger body of Christ and that you will dwelt in each and everyone of Us.In Jesus' Name:Amen
Labels: faith, heartforpeople, love
It's so Jazzy.
POSTED ON: 13 September 2011 @ 1:08 PM | 2 comments
Hey!!!It's time to update my past three weeks in USM---playing trombone(blowing,actually).It was remarkably awesome spending time with them.Seriously,this camp drew me close to people I was not close before.I don't know how to describe this.It is just beyond words.
It felt like yesterday that Audrey and Stephie left Jazz Band.But,I decided to stay after disappearing for 6practices.It just that I had a solid voice from God that I need to stay for the reason that I have yet to know.But knowing that this morning 5 Jazz-banders(that's how we call ourselves) came to my church and two of them are non-Christian just delighted me.I am happy,you know.I am just pleased in joy.
Awesome three weeks passed like it was just a day ago.I learnt to do what's right and what's not.I learnt to be patient and pray to God when I had difficulty in playing trombone.It really drove me to another level.I realised that if I want to be the agent of change in Jazz Band,I have to be good in what I am doing now--playing the right notes at the right beat.
Jazz Band is not all-good-band.It seriously take commitment and time away.I was hardly breathing and was so exhausted practicing that I went for naps during practices.It had two sessions of practices,10a-12p and 2-5p with full practice from 8.30p to 11.30p.It was testing my commitment in Jazz Band.
In mission conference,I heard voices from God asking me to stay because I asked Him whether I should commit myself in Jazz Band.The answer was 'Yes'.
I am taking this oportunity to introduce some of my all-good-but-crazy friends in Jazz Band.First of all, Miyeko Lotus!!She was the one I met during orientation week during my first year.Together,we joined Jazz Band and she was a clarinet player but took a role of playing tenor saxophone and she is real deal here.She was my room-mate for twice and thanks God for her awesome friendship and companion.
Next,Jonathan Tin (whom I called ''Biawak'') and he is playing alto saxophone.I guessed most girls were attracted to his seriousness in playing saxophone or think that he is all-cool.BUT,do not be deceived.*haha*.He is all-kind-but-crazy man.I still remembered the dislike I had on him because some statements he said.But human are weirdos.We are like in ''brotherhood' now.
Weng Jen is like my favourite smiley-man.He is all ''tumblersmile''(that's his blog-name).Yeah,he was the one I went to Vietnam with.He plays alto saxophone as well.The saxophone that I decided to let go and be faithful to my current trombone.LOLx.But he is good in saxophone at the rate of a beginner.Thanks to his commitment to drive us around during music camp that we can moved our things easily.But,do not be deceived by his decency and quietness because he is actually one-of-the-awesome-people u can befriend with.He always managed to open my eyes to see things from other perspectives.
CY Chua!!I always call him CY,though.He was my tenor-trombone partner but now he changed to bass-trombone.But he is a fun but systematic person to be with.One of a kind.This music camp I have got to know him even more.I realised that he got this serious side.*so scary**just kidding*.He taught me lots as well but the most significant would be tolerance lessons.A good friend that will be there for you.=)
Jane.She is my senior.The closest 3rd-year senior whom I got closer in this music camp.Was really glad that she always drive us around.She is a flutist and she always gave encouragements to juniors like us-a beginner like her once upon a time.It was easy to blend with her.
KingHui.*he is known as the SS king*.A very humorous person who is very responsible and commit in everything that he was handling.He took care of his juniors as well that's why CY and Jonathan is close to him.He did a lot for Jazz Band actually.It was good to have a ''play-maker'' like him who always make things smoother.He is a partner of Miyeko-tenor sax.
The list goes on and this post is getting long-winded.^^
Ciao for now.=)
Labels: friendship, fun, love, random
''Listen''
POSTED ON: 12 September 2011 @ 2:09 AM | 0 comments
As stubborn as it is,
It always beat for falseness,
Or hopelessness.
As fragile as it is,
It closes as it opens,
To disallow the pain-flow.
As flowery as it is,
It speaks of rose buds,
As well as the rose thorns.
As painful as it was,
It continues to listen obediently,
And to wept secretly.
As deeper as it goes,
It hopes to hope,
For strength and courage.
Labels: poem, random
''A Heart for God is the Heart For People''
POSTED ON: 04 September 2011 @ 9:56 PM | 0 comments
''Stretch Your Heart For People''
Deuteronomy 4:31
For the LORD your God is a merciful God. He will not leave you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers that he swore to them.
How does God view the world??What will he see if He look down upon this Earth that was created by Him?Malaysia?Australia?Africa?Chinese?Indian?Malays?
The answer....
''God will see people without political boundaries,countries,skin colours..No difference between races,nationalities...etc.''
Those are man-made divisions.
BUT,Jesus Christ died for ALL..for YOU and ME.
Do you even realise that Holy Spirit and God have already prepare the hearts of those people that He will use you to be the vessel?All He need is a vessel.Will you be the vessel?
''It's not the destination but the journey.''
It is not what you do for God that matter but it is HIM and the journey with HIM that matter the most.There are many people out there who don't even heard of ''Jesus''.Be a blessing.You are saved so that u can be a vessel to spread the Good News----To be saved by Jesus who died on the cross.
Isaiah 43:10(ESV)
“You are my witnesses,” declares the Lord, “and my servant whom I have chosen, that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he.
LET'S MAKE OUR GOD FAMOUS!!!
Matthew 28:19(ESV)
Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.
So,Stretch Your Heart For People regardless what race,religion,skin colours they are made of because all of them are created in the image of God.And our loving God loves them as well.
LET'S GO!!!!!!!
Labels: faith, heartforpeople
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