POSTED ON: 26 November 2011 @ 2:24 AM | 0 comments
I ran away.
Like a kid who ran away from her parents because my expectations weren't met.
I ran away.
Because I was disappointed.
Like a kid couldn't get her sweets after she did what she was told.
I ran away.
Because I did so much and it failed in the end.I tried my best to change and influence.
And so I ran away.
But God is a faithful God.
He waited for me patiently,
Even when I escaped,
to the wilderness,
to find the answers of unanswered questions.
And so he gave me answers,
and told me..
'FongWan,I know you tried your best.You were there to guide them,to teach them of My Words..But let me do my works on them.If they fall,I will catch them.You done a great job for me.Don't be disappointed.Don't run away.
So I went back on track hesitantly,
As he gave signs that His purpose on me is not done yet.
Thank you,Lord..for always staying faithfully when I ran away.Thank you.I am very happy I am back on the track with you because You way is always the BEST way!!Amen.=)
POSTED ON: 20 November 2011 @ 1:10 AM | 0 comments
*click it first before u read and as the music flow,read my post..LOL*
I was watching this Chinese mandarin movie,'The Apple of My Eyes'.Controlled my tears.It was a flashback.It was those years that I liked this guy.He was so adorable with fair complexion.He was everything.He was close to me.He was my good friend,whom I can shared problems with.It was the first time my heart beat for real.It was the first time I felt that I couldn't breathe.I was thinking of him all the time.The first time for everything including adrenaline rush.Everything was awkward.I blushed.I cried.I was jealous.I gave my time.I taught him studies.I helped him in his homework.It was that.The time we spent,after such a long time were dear to me.He was still after-all the person that I adored much.I knew that for the first time I know what was relationship meant at that age back then.It was not mature.It was affection.I wanted to confess.I looked at him when he did not realise.I gave him gifts which I saved from my piggy-bank.I wrote diary about him.When I listened to song,I thought of him.It was those years.For five years I thought he was the one.But he wasn't.But after all of this,I am still here today remembering that those things that we did,those things that we had were precious..It may be the past but it made me who I am today.Those first-times.
Now,I am 21years old.That was 6years back.Though it was really seriously unchristian but God was in control even when I was a young Christian.I am glad I experienced that.God was and is watching over me no matter what...and I am sure He put someone great and loves Him and going to guide me towards Him.*WE ARE SO GOING TO GROW TOGETHER TOWARDS CHRIST.*
POSTED ON: 16 November 2011 @ 4:32 AM | 0 comments
It's so tough.Tough to be in a circle of people where I want to be an influence but afraid to be influenced by them.Tough when I have no self-check on what I did was correct or not in the eyes of God.To be not conformed by the world.I pray for a stronger me in encountering challenges that will shape me even better.Through God,I will be strengthen.Forgive me,O'Lord for being fragile.Make me immovable in my thoughts and thinking that You have taught me ,O'Lord.
POSTED ON: 05 November 2011 @ 3:23 AM | 0 comments
Warm Greetings !!
I am going to do something different today as I write this blog.I am going to upload pictures and talk about it instead of of writing and upload pictures to give a better illustrations.
This was what was happening in Jazz Band music camp for two weeks.
We were supposed to take personal pictures for our Jazz Band concert and this person on the left is Miyeko.She is a great person,fun and caring.
This was her when she was sleepy.*yawn*
She woke up and posed at the camera.*yeah.*.. I really did not know what were we trying to convey with that gesture.*LOL*
King hui!! He is my senior in Jazz Band.I like this picture because of our face expressions.He is a christian too.*yeahhh*
Introducing Leslie Wong for the first time.He is my favourite junior because he is awesome like that.A kind and responsible and most importantly,he loves God.There were times where I felt that God really asked me to take care of him and I am doing it now.May God use me to just help him as a senior and sister-in Christ in USM.
There you go..on the right is Vernard.He is also another junior of mine and he is the sporty kinda junior.Much of a swimmer.Initially I thought he was so cool and quiet,much of a introvert.As time passed,that view changed as well.'Never judge a book by its cover'' is so true indeed.=).He is so active like a monkey.(hiak hiak)
When we were free,we did many stunts and poses that we did not know why we did it at the first place.Perhaps playing music all the time make you crazy.So we tried this,'Women rule the world kind of pose.''.Just kidding.But it was a impromptu suggestion.
On 1st of November ,it was Derek's 21st birthday.So,we gave him a surprise but he knew the plan because as I was calling him,he heard I was talking to someone.Thus,he brought an umbrella with him.But the plan was still a success.*Yayyy*
The ones who threw flours and water at him.But with love!=)
Introducing Derek,the celebrated one.
Random picture with Tien Hui,the only person that wore red,posed as a ghost.She was so funny!!!=)
Derek and I.He is my CGL(Cell group leader) in my cell group.I was actually busy with Jazz Band and studies.Sometimes,he would encourage me with Words of God.I really appreciate his help and encouragement that he gave to me.=)
The boys in Pka trying to demonstrate how to be dragonballzzz..
This people are my course-mates;Menghong,Nadia,Audrey,Matthew,MeiCheng and Wee.We studied the same course.At first we wanted to celebrate MengHong birthday too but because of sushi,we couldn't afford to eat the cake.So we decided not to celebrate.=)But I know he wouldn't mind.=)
What can I expect more from USM?God gave me more than enough.It is a blessing to be in USM,to have this once-in-a-life-time opportunity to obtain degree here in USM.I remembered when I wanted to apply USM as my university,my friend said to me,' Do you think it's that easy to get in USM?'.But who knew,God works wonderfully and surprisingly.I may not know why God send me here back then but I'll know .Thanks to Him I managed to have fun and grow in His daily with companion of pure friendship.There maybe areas of obstacles but life without obstacles would be much of nothingness,right?
Thank you,Lord for all the blessings and people you've put in my life.May I continue to serve you by growing in you and establish your love towards the people whom you put and will put in my life.May this USM be the platform where I learn to be closer to You and be like You.Amen.
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POSTED ON: 26 November 2011 @ 2:24 AM | 0 comments
I ran away.
Like a kid who ran away from her parents because my expectations weren't met.
I ran away.
Because I was disappointed.
Like a kid couldn't get her sweets after she did what she was told.
I ran away.
Because I did so much and it failed in the end.I tried my best to change and influence.
And so I ran away.
But God is a faithful God.
He waited for me patiently,
Even when I escaped,
to the wilderness,
to find the answers of unanswered questions.
And so he gave me answers,
and told me..
'FongWan,I know you tried your best.You were there to guide them,to teach them of My Words..But let me do my works on them.If they fall,I will catch them.You done a great job for me.Don't be disappointed.Don't run away.
So I went back on track hesitantly,
As he gave signs that His purpose on me is not done yet.
Thank you,Lord..for always staying faithfully when I ran away.Thank you.I am very happy I am back on the track with you because You way is always the BEST way!!Amen.=)
POSTED ON: 20 November 2011 @ 1:10 AM | 0 comments
*click it first before u read and as the music flow,read my post..LOL*
I was watching this Chinese mandarin movie,'The Apple of My Eyes'.Controlled my tears.It was a flashback.It was those years that I liked this guy.He was so adorable with fair complexion.He was everything.He was close to me.He was my good friend,whom I can shared problems with.It was the first time my heart beat for real.It was the first time I felt that I couldn't breathe.I was thinking of him all the time.The first time for everything including adrenaline rush.Everything was awkward.I blushed.I cried.I was jealous.I gave my time.I taught him studies.I helped him in his homework.It was that.The time we spent,after such a long time were dear to me.He was still after-all the person that I adored much.I knew that for the first time I know what was relationship meant at that age back then.It was not mature.It was affection.I wanted to confess.I looked at him when he did not realise.I gave him gifts which I saved from my piggy-bank.I wrote diary about him.When I listened to song,I thought of him.It was those years.For five years I thought he was the one.But he wasn't.But after all of this,I am still here today remembering that those things that we did,those things that we had were precious..It may be the past but it made me who I am today.Those first-times.
Now,I am 21years old.That was 6years back.Though it was really seriously unchristian but God was in control even when I was a young Christian.I am glad I experienced that.God was and is watching over me no matter what...and I am sure He put someone great and loves Him and going to guide me towards Him.*WE ARE SO GOING TO GROW TOGETHER TOWARDS CHRIST.*
POSTED ON: 16 November 2011 @ 4:32 AM | 0 comments
It's so tough.Tough to be in a circle of people where I want to be an influence but afraid to be influenced by them.Tough when I have no self-check on what I did was correct or not in the eyes of God.To be not conformed by the world.I pray for a stronger me in encountering challenges that will shape me even better.Through God,I will be strengthen.Forgive me,O'Lord for being fragile.Make me immovable in my thoughts and thinking that You have taught me ,O'Lord.
POSTED ON: 05 November 2011 @ 3:23 AM | 0 comments
Warm Greetings !!
I am going to do something different today as I write this blog.I am going to upload pictures and talk about it instead of of writing and upload pictures to give a better illustrations.
This was what was happening in Jazz Band music camp for two weeks.
We were supposed to take personal pictures for our Jazz Band concert and this person on the left is Miyeko.She is a great person,fun and caring.
This was her when she was sleepy.*yawn*
She woke up and posed at the camera.*yeah.*.. I really did not know what were we trying to convey with that gesture.*LOL*
King hui!! He is my senior in Jazz Band.I like this picture because of our face expressions.He is a christian too.*yeahhh*
Introducing Leslie Wong for the first time.He is my favourite junior because he is awesome like that.A kind and responsible and most importantly,he loves God.There were times where I felt that God really asked me to take care of him and I am doing it now.May God use me to just help him as a senior and sister-in Christ in USM.
There you go..on the right is Vernard.He is also another junior of mine and he is the sporty kinda junior.Much of a swimmer.Initially I thought he was so cool and quiet,much of a introvert.As time passed,that view changed as well.'Never judge a book by its cover'' is so true indeed.=).He is so active like a monkey.(hiak hiak)
When we were free,we did many stunts and poses that we did not know why we did it at the first place.Perhaps playing music all the time make you crazy.So we tried this,'Women rule the world kind of pose.''.Just kidding.But it was a impromptu suggestion.
On 1st of November ,it was Derek's 21st birthday.So,we gave him a surprise but he knew the plan because as I was calling him,he heard I was talking to someone.Thus,he brought an umbrella with him.But the plan was still a success.*Yayyy*
The ones who threw flours and water at him.But with love!=)
Introducing Derek,the celebrated one.
Random picture with Tien Hui,the only person that wore red,posed as a ghost.She was so funny!!!=)
Derek and I.He is my CGL(Cell group leader) in my cell group.I was actually busy with Jazz Band and studies.Sometimes,he would encourage me with Words of God.I really appreciate his help and encouragement that he gave to me.=)
The boys in Pka trying to demonstrate how to be dragonballzzz..
This people are my course-mates;Menghong,Nadia,Audrey,Matthew,MeiCheng and Wee.We studied the same course.At first we wanted to celebrate MengHong birthday too but because of sushi,we couldn't afford to eat the cake.So we decided not to celebrate.=)But I know he wouldn't mind.=)
What can I expect more from USM?God gave me more than enough.It is a blessing to be in USM,to have this once-in-a-life-time opportunity to obtain degree here in USM.I remembered when I wanted to apply USM as my university,my friend said to me,' Do you think it's that easy to get in USM?'.But who knew,God works wonderfully and surprisingly.I may not know why God send me here back then but I'll know .Thanks to Him I managed to have fun and grow in His daily with companion of pure friendship.There maybe areas of obstacles but life without obstacles would be much of nothingness,right?
Thank you,Lord for all the blessings and people you've put in my life.May I continue to serve you by growing in you and establish your love towards the people whom you put and will put in my life.May this USM be the platform where I learn to be closer to You and be like You.Amen.
