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POSTED ON: 27 December 2011 @ 1:29 PM | 0 comments
There are things that I felt really comfortable sharing it in this blog rather than Facebook.*I don't know why*.Perhaps this blog is more personal than Facebook.I was reading 1st.Samuel today on how God used David and how God always there to deliver David from all the Saul's schemes.As I was reading,I don't know..I start to think that I wanna do more for Him.I don't know why I felt that for this few weeks,it was always about ME.I felt that I always live in this MY world.It's me,me and ME!Lately,I just become more obsessed with having fun and doing things that were not right.*it's not like dealing with drugs but it's just not positioning Him in my life.*I felt that I don't talk about Him anymore.I just I don't know.I felt that I am so comfortable that I neglected Him.
I just felt that I want more of Him in my life.It's time.It's time to grow more, FongWan!!=))It's not about me now..it's about Him.
I just felt that I want more of Him in my life.It's time.It's time to grow more, FongWan!!=))It's not about me now..it's about Him.
You!
POSTED ON: 18 December 2011 @ 2:38 AM | 5 comments
*Miyeko during her WATERY-birthday*
Hey,Miyeko !!Are you surprise that I am writing this as if I am writing to you?*yes I am*
17 December was your birthday and I would like to dedicate this post to you because you are awesome like that.So,don't be afraid.*hehe*I am going to describe you in THREE Adjectives for your birthday with explanations.SO, CHILLAX!
1)Faithful
You are a faithful daughter of God because I really can sense you want to be closer to God right now in this university than ever before.You want to draw yourself near to Him and I believe you are closer to Him.I always think that God wants you to be the light in your family because you can change your family.I really believe God is doing something great right now by inputting all His words so that you can make a change in you and people around you.
*We in 1st year..when I had lion-hair and she had bangs*
2)Loving
I know you might think, 'Huh??Loving?'.But loving is something you constantly demonstrated to me(even though you don't realise it) and I am really happy that you choose me to be you close friend and always be there for me when I had no where to go,to show my other side.God is good enough to give me YOU,my other twin (even tho we are so different in height,body size and etc, HAHAHAHA).Maybe you don't realise but you are a loving and caring person that frequently demonstrate your concern.You always never fail to remind me,'I am here,Fong Wan.'
Moving on to 2nd year..*weeee*
3)Awesome!
You are AWESOME!!!hahahaha..I love this adjective so much.And you are being described in this adjective.So it's like You=Awesome=I love.You know what I meant,don't you?You are an awesome friend,awesome sister-in-Christ,awesome twin,awesome play-mate and awesome DAUGHTER of God.hehe
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*And our awesome friendship will continue and continue and continue...till we are old with grey hairs.*LOL
So,blessed 21st,Miyeko.I pray to God that He will lavish His purposes on You,to tell you what to do and always always look unto Him when you are down.Because He is your strength and in Him,all things are possible.Grow more and more.May God always always be in the centre of our relationship and God bless YOU!! *love*
Psalm 55:22:Turn your burdens over the Lord and He will take care of you.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-10:Two are better than one because they have a good return for their work.If one falls down,his friend can help him up.But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up.
Labels: beautiful, friendship, fun
It's all because of YOU!
POSTED ON: 17 December 2011 @ 3:44 AM | 1 comments
Official 21st. birthday had just gone.*hurray*.The first person I wanna thank you from the bottom of my 'bottomest' heart is God!Thank you God for choosing to DIE for me,for choosing to carry my heavy burdens and sins,for loving me and choosing me to walk righteously in YOU.This could NEVER be error that God,himself loves and chose me from the day he decided to create me in my mom's uterus.*yippee*Jeremiah 1:5
Before I formed you in the womb I KNEW YOU,before you were born I set you apart;I appointed you as prophet to the nations.
I am in USM now.He gave me friends and opportunities to shine for Him.How great is Him?He reveals His plan slowly one by one to enable me to understand why He put certain situations and obstacles in university for me. Awwww, thank you,Lord.
So God gave me FOUR days continuously to celebrate my awesome birthday and many many things more that I never ask that He gave me. So,what else do I need more?
Friday(9/12)
Weeman and Hing Yee celebrated my birthday in Secret Recipe.And it was so YUMMY to taste 3 kinds of cake-Green tea cheese,caramel cheese and one that I couldn't remember.They were really kind to celebrate my birthday.It was their treat and I was really surprised because it was just good of them,u know.I felt blessed,that was all.Thank You HingYee AND WeenMan!!!
Thank you for this super-yummy cakes!!*awwwww*
This is Weenman,she is a clarinetist.
Thank you so much HingYee and Weenman!!Thank u for ur time and ur treat!!=))))
It was the Batu Ferringhi Gang that gave KingHui(his birthday was on the 10/12) so we had our celebration together and it was super duper awesome and wonderful.We had our lunch in Kim Gary for free.*hahahaha..free meal again*And we went to KARAOKE,that was my favourite and guess what,I lost my voice again.Felt so fun jumping around like a monkey with a junior of mine,Elyssa who was so active.Glad she was monkey too.LOL.Then,pooooshhhh...we got landed with FLOUR!!Never expected Flour,you know..not when I wanted to vomit and was waiting for King Hui to finish his throw-up.Good plan,MIYEKO!!*hahaha*..We had our dinner at Khaleel and there was a cake.Awesome blueberry cheese-cake.Finally,a video to conclude the whole birthday and I was so touched by that.Because it was unexpected and it was the best video I ever watched.*I am biased like that*.=')Sincerely I wanna say thank you to all my close and good friends and awesome juniors in Jazz Band which were Miyeko Maniac,Jonathan Biawak,King of SS,CY Busuk,Leslie the Les,Vernard the Ah Nard,Chi San The Ah San,Elyssa the Korean,Xue Qi the Lil Gila,Soo Ling the Naughty, Steven the Cheeky.Thank you all.*BIG HUG*I SAYANG all of YOU very MUCH!!Serious!!=)I will be here for you always!!HAHAHA..And special thanks to Jagadeesan and Michael Goh,Wengjen my Ex-wife and Chien for the surprise too.(you guys gonna get it from me!)..
The celebrated NG KING HUI!!*weeee*
'WE' in karaoke!!!=))
My lovely face after a flour-pour!!*so cute*LOL
*Yeahhh...so happy*
Blueberry Cheesecake!!Yummy!
I really sayang each one of YOU!!Really!!!=)))Thank u so much!!Muah!
Steamboat!I went to this place for the third time.But still,it was still awesome because it was Anggur Baru,my cell group.Thank you for the prayers and the gifts.I will do better and maturely next semester.Of course with God's strength.I am so sorry that this year I focus more in Jazz Band that sometimes I tend to shun away the focus in PKA but God is in control.He knows when the right time for me to come in and work for Him and why He chose me to be an ACGL.Thank you Derek for planning.You are a good awesome brother-in-Christ.Thank you for supporting me when I did not have the strength.Thank you all who came that day,Wai Quan,Esther,Wilson,Tien Hui,Yee Kwan,Desmond,Jacqueline,Hannah,Michael.
Monday(12/12)
That was the unofficial birthday celebration-more like laid-back hang-outs because Penangites like Samuel Ong and Desmond Keoh did not know nice places to dine.LOL..just kidding.*relax,bro*However,it was full of fun.Full of crazey..like crazey jokes and laughter.Both of this guys,they were super lame and funny.I don't know.Felt blessed by their presence.This time,Miyeko and me celebrated our SUBWAY-ish birthday.Awesome kan?Coz we were cool like that!The famous pig-sexy-mouth was invented by Samuel Ong and his successor,Desmond Keoh managed to imitate 99.9%.Awesome combo,man!You can see from the picture below.
Miyeko and I!!=))
I have freaky eyes..haha
Miyeko was slapping Desmond and it was caught red-handed!=))
This was the 99.99% imitation!LOLx..OhNO!!!!
We were in subway and we are cutezz.LOL
Extras
My birthday was also full of surprises such as awesome blogs and messages and GIFTS that melted my heart.
Carmen Phang wrote about me in HER blog!!Can your believe that?I felt like a celebrity.*hahaha*.I don't know,man!When I knew she wrote about me,I felt like 'Wow',she wrote about me.She had been a real encouragement to me because she was also from non-christian family and how she wanna live her life to God and how she stand firmly in God's wrapping arms--It always encouraged me in a way.Thank you Carmen for this blog.Thank you so much!! *love*
2)
'For all my joys
For all my laughs
FOr my failures
For when times are tough
For when i cannot
For when i feel lousy
For when i dont want to
For times i think im crazy
humbly, without judgment
honestly, without barriers.
U come. waiting and listening.
lightening. making EVERYTHING
easier and ok.
For ALL u R, and ALL you do.
im thankful, i admire, im grateful.
praise the Lord, sing songs
thank Him much, all day long.
For u.
Blessed Bday Fong Wan Si Bawang busuk sekali.
Thank you accepting and befriending me. '
This is from AUDREY bawang.She wrote this for me for my birthday.Creative,kan?She is!Thank you so much,Audrey for being there for me as well.I know things sometimes could get out of hands,you know because of our business and different circle of friends.But I really really pray to God that He will make our friendship last and grow in Him even more.Thank you for befriending me as well.Thank you.Bawang!*we are smelly together*Thank You to everyone for the wishes,$$$ and time to make my 21st birthday,an awesome one!This post is so so long.I bet you guys get tired reading it.=)))
Thank You,Lord.^^
Labels: beautiful, faith, friendship, love
'Lately'
POSTED ON: 02 December 2011 @ 12:28 AM | 0 comments
Been thinking a lot lately.I think I need to know.To know where I stand for God in USM.To shine for Him.Therefore I need to do something about it.I am going to do something to connect to God because I need to.There are uncertainties that I need to clarify.Many things changes.Relationships especially.Sometimes,I don't know what to do.Should I continue to do this or should I spend lesser time with this and spend more time with that?I realised that to be God's agent of change,sometimes I have to face with 'letting go'.Because I am close to certain people,I have to accept the fact that letting go also the process that God wants me to learn.It helps me to be unselfish and just rely on Him for the best.It's a learning process even heart sores as I undergo this changes.
Be grateful is my theme for this month.I don't know about doing big things.I am still learning.But I am focusing on doing small things for God and I really can see His strength to help me in things that I couldn't handle.I am still learning.
My mind is still full of questions.Perhaps I am a thinker.Perhaps it's time for a great change.Perhaps...Time will tell me through Him.
Deuteronomy 5:15:And remember that you were a servant in the land of Egypt, and that the LORD your God brought you out from there by a mighty hand and by an outstretched arm...
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