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POSTED ON: 10 October 2012 @ 3:25 AM | 0 comments

Final year. Time is limited. A day could passed so quickly. Sometimes when I stop and look around, I wondered ' Am I doing enough?' , ' Do I want to leave like this?' . Too many things to be achieved, too little time to accomplished. I am not sad. I just want to do what I really want this few months.

Honestly, things changed here a little bit. But enough to overwhelm  me. At first I couldn't cope with it and wanted to just let it go. Then I learned some lessons through it. My love towards people, I couldn't just give up because of unwanted conditions. As much as I am going through trials that can break me, I believe God is expanding my heart to love others just like He does.

Sometimes I do wonder what did Jesus felt to wash Judas's feet knowing he will betray Him? Why He did it knowing that someone will turn against His back. And then I realised Jesus loves Judas too, despite the betrayal that Judas was going to perform. Hmmm. It made me think though, if I knew things are going to change like now..will I perform the same byspending time, love, laugh , share problems like how I did? And my answer  is 'Yes'. Because I cannot choose NOT to love someone knowing things will change.Because deep inside my heart, I still do 'sayang' them.

My heart selfishly want things to stay the same. How can I when God is working in each and every lives around me? Thus, I learned to be grateful. Grateful for whatever that happened, moments that carved smiles my university. Even when sometimes tears unexpectedly fell by itself , it's okay because God allows things change to happen for reasons that I will know it one day. For now, I know that 

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POSTED ON: 10 October 2012 @ 3:25 AM | 0 comments

Final year. Time is limited. A day could passed so quickly. Sometimes when I stop and look around, I wondered ' Am I doing enough?' , ' Do I want to leave like this?' . Too many things to be achieved, too little time to accomplished. I am not sad. I just want to do what I really want this few months.

Honestly, things changed here a little bit. But enough to overwhelm  me. At first I couldn't cope with it and wanted to just let it go. Then I learned some lessons through it. My love towards people, I couldn't just give up because of unwanted conditions. As much as I am going through trials that can break me, I believe God is expanding my heart to love others just like He does.

Sometimes I do wonder what did Jesus felt to wash Judas's feet knowing he will betray Him? Why He did it knowing that someone will turn against His back. And then I realised Jesus loves Judas too, despite the betrayal that Judas was going to perform. Hmmm. It made me think though, if I knew things are going to change like now..will I perform the same byspending time, love, laugh , share problems like how I did? And my answer  is 'Yes'. Because I cannot choose NOT to love someone knowing things will change.Because deep inside my heart, I still do 'sayang' them.

My heart selfishly want things to stay the same. How can I when God is working in each and every lives around me? Thus, I learned to be grateful. Grateful for whatever that happened, moments that carved smiles my university. Even when sometimes tears unexpectedly fell by itself , it's okay because God allows things change to happen for reasons that I will know it one day. For now, I know that 

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