POSTED ON: 25 June 2012 @ 11:24 PM | 3 comments
Don't degrade yourself.
You never know how many people out there who wants to be just like you.
Labels: random, thought
Death.
POSTED ON: @ 12:04 AM | 0 comments
Encounter with death. Not me. But she said,
'What is the point of living on the Earth,knowing life is a difficult journey to take?'
'Life is too hard to understand, to difficult to live. No point of living.'
'I wish I can die just like that. Leaving everything like that. Having no worries-financial and all the feelings I am feeling now.'
'I have suffered for long. When will all of these sufferings stop?'
Hearing this from 70years old grandmother. My own. What would I react? What would you react?
I told her nothing. Just a slight pat on her shoulder to indicates ' I understand.' .Tears in my eyes. Tears flowing out of her eyes.
Sudden death. Always indicates that death is inevitable, scary and unpredictable.
There maybe even regrets followed with death- for not talking, expressing love or even saying goodbyes.
In my heart, silently I prayed.
The next day, I decided to stay over at her house. I'd got to know her even more- her life,her struggles and etc. Things I never know. Things I never talked.
I told her,
' You still got me.'
But that time,how I really hope she can see God...How I hope I can pray together with her and to tell her,' You still got God.'...How I can encourage her with Words Of God.
Silently, I prayed.
That God used me and strengthen me despite what my relatives would view, think and say of me. Things could be difficult. Because of the things they would say, the scratches they will cause in my heart. But I would stand firmly with God.
Because from the day I have decided to follow Him till the day I leave this Earth, I decided to follow only Him. Because without Him, I would never be who I am today.Because of Him, I know that when people who is lost, hurt, and in despair.. I could say that 'You are not alone, you still got God.'
'Ah ma, you still got God you know. But it is just that you don't realise.'
What can I do? I really don't know. Continue to walk with Him with prayers.:) That's what I would do.
Galatians 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God. who loved me and gave himself for me.
Romans 8:37-39 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Labels: faith, faithfulness, family, God
A Lost Child.
POSTED ON: 19 June 2012 @ 2:50 AM | 0 comments
A woman lost her 2-year old child in supermarket. She was worried and went around finding his son, shouting his name with the stroller,asking everyone in the supermarket if they saw her child .One woman said,' I saw a brown hair boy ,carrying a large box out those doors(out of the supermarket).' Later she found her child strolling with large shoe box. Her son not only lost but he shoplifted a pair of men's size 13 shoes. She went closer to him and held him close instead.
As the 2-year old child's mom, she knew what would easily happened unto him if she did not find him. Her love for her son meant she would push the stroller to the end of the earth, shout his name so that she could find him. She was not angry he shoplifted. She was worried what would happened to him if she did not find him that time---her lost son.
''In 'Amazing Grace', K.W Osbeck says, 'If the New Testament teaches anything, it teaches us about God's love in searching for lost men.
Becoming a Christian in a very real sense in simply putting ourselves in the way of being found by God---to stop running from His loving pursuit. ''
Maybe now you feel you are escaping God. One adventure took you the next and suddenly you are lost, wondering if you've gone too far.
But...You haven't.
Stop.
Right where you are.
Let Him scoop you up.
And the box of things you are carrying..that box..those emotions, those mistakes, those choices you wish you would never made---GIVE IT TO HIM. He will return them to where they rightfully belong as He leads you back home...
...Because Your Heavenly Father understands and He is willing to carry you if you only allow Him to do so...
Psalm 145:18-19, "The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them."
Labels: faith, God, love
Blessed Fathers' Day!:)
POSTED ON: 17 June 2012 @ 2:00 PM | 3 comments
Blessed Fathers' Day to my MOM,
Who never fail to play double roles in my life.
Must had been hard for you...Lao Bu,
But you raised me up well.
Because of you,
I had learnt so many invaluable lessons,
Because of your love,
I know what is sacrifice too.
Thank you for choosing not to leave us
but to stand faithfully along with us,
For now I see strand of grey hairs,
You must have persevere a lot..Mom.
Blessed Father's Day to my MOM,
who never fail to shower love to me,
May God bless You even more,
And use me to exhibit His love upon you.
Because I believe ONE DAY,
ONE DAY.. You will be in Heaven rejoicing with me!:)
Labels: beautiful, faithfulness, family, God
Blessed Me.:)
POSTED ON: 15 June 2012 @ 2:20 AM | 1 comments
''You know when God answered your prayers , you can't help but to be amazed because He gives you what your really need and not what you want. ''
It is going to be end of second year that I am in USM. Two years. WOW. How can time passed that quick? Eating, laughing, making new friends/juniors, playing music, singing, sharing, praying.. simple things like that.. it is dear to my heart. Looking back, I never know why God put me in USM. Looking at the present , I don't know what to say. He just blessed me. Blessed me with Him, His love, growth, maturity and seriously awesome good friends. Constant friends who care, understand, listen and love me. :')
Here I am today ; Appreciating things I am enjoying and enduring. People and things I will never trade for any reasons and circumstances.:')
''You can't control the length of your life, but you can control its depth.
My prayer: Let's continue and make the best of our journey of loving friendships in university , for one more year together with Him through ups and downs.:) May God use me to be the friend you can run to when you are down.:) Be here,Always.
Labels: beautiful, faithfulness, friendship, God, love
An Invisible Gift.
POSTED ON: 12 June 2012 @ 2:51 AM | 0 comments
A sister.
An invisible gift.
Never fail to be there for me.
Never fail to listen and to understand.
Stood and still standing as my brick.
A sister.
An invisible gift.
I pray to God that you will see Him the way I see Him and even more than how I see Him. I pray that you will never let go of Him as He never let go of you. I pray He will do wonders in your life for He have awesome plans for you. I pray that we will be there through thick and thin and for Ah Kuan too. Continue to flourish in Him.
I love and sayang you, Amei!:)
Thank you, God for YOU.
For,a sister.
For, an invisible gift.
''I know the ones who love me
I know the ones who will hold me
Just the way I stand
Just the way I am.''
Juwita Suwito- 'Stand'
Labels: family, God, love, personal
Donkey-ly Lazy (Yee Haaaa)
POSTED ON: 07 June 2012 @ 2:49 PM | 4 comments
Being in university brought out the worst laziness in me. It's like I am soOOOooo lazy. Couldn't stand myself sometimes. I should not blame my phlegmatic side of me because God and I myself are the controller of my attitude. It's study week now and I had been doing everything else except studying. *smackmyfaceoverandoveragain*.
*Like a Donkey.*
By the way,I was reading Peter Phang's (Phang Carmen) blog and she was writing about Peter Pan. So I wanna talk about Donkey from Shrek. Because I admire Donkey from Shrek.(Yee Haaa).He is seriously annoying and he talked a lot. He cries too.He is jealous of the 'Puss-in-boots' because he thought Shrek gave more attention to Puss.He is a romantic person. He married Dragon and has cute little ''don-gron'' kids. When he is serious, the statements he said really provoke Shrek's mind. I remembered Donkey being very loyal to his friends. He would do ANYTHING for his friends especially Shrek. (even he do not know sometimes he brings more harm than good) .But his heart is pure.
 |
| Always 'kacau' the friends |
 |
| The wife and children. HEHE |
 |
| Donkey cries too. Awww |
 |
Good friends despite annoyances and flaws.
|
But hey, Donkey is not perfect. When I look at him, I can relate to him. Maybe that's the reason I like the animation, 'Shrek'. The important characters such as Shrek, Princess Fiona, Donkey, Puss In Boot.they are not perfect but they do GREAT, crazy and silly things (unlike the other superhero characters). The perfect, rich characters such as Prince Charming. The King , Fairy Godmother are in high position to do good things but they misused their powers.
 |
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (muka annoying)
|
What I wanna say here is that, YOU may think you are not perfect and you cannot do great things. You think you have many flaws. It's okay to think like that.( Coz we are human). But when God choose you to do something, He doesn't look at you being imperfect. (He does not even care) . He sees you doing His perfect works.
I want to be a DONKEY to God. Though imperfect but perfect via Him.
Confession: I cried watching it.
Adious!:)
Labels: fun, random
Messily good!:)
POSTED ON: 05 June 2012 @ 5:11 PM | 0 comments
Went to Revo's Reunion. And it was a mess at first. Woke up late. Missed the bus. Bought the tickets again. Travelled 5hours. Lost in KL. Went to Stadium Bukit Jalil instead of Stadium Negara. Exhausted. Walked here and there. A lot of monorails.
*bang*
But when we were in the middle of being lost like lost sheep, I sensed His favours on us. We made it at last. Not too late. At Reunion!!:)
Met my friend, Asen. It's really delightful to witness him in a good church and grow in God. Hmm. Looking back, I had known him for 7years. Grew up together but God is doing great jobs in our lives. Had ups and downs too. Teenage years. Prayers work.
Messily good.:)
Labels: fun, God, past, tough, travel
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POSTED ON: 25 June 2012 @ 11:24 PM | 3 comments
Don't degrade yourself.
You never know how many people out there who wants to be just like you.
Labels: random, thought
Death.
POSTED ON: @ 12:04 AM | 0 comments
Encounter with death. Not me. But she said,
'What is the point of living on the Earth,knowing life is a difficult journey to take?'
'Life is too hard to understand, to difficult to live. No point of living.'
'I wish I can die just like that. Leaving everything like that. Having no worries-financial and all the feelings I am feeling now.'
'I have suffered for long. When will all of these sufferings stop?'
Hearing this from 70years old grandmother. My own. What would I react? What would you react?
I told her nothing. Just a slight pat on her shoulder to indicates ' I understand.' .Tears in my eyes. Tears flowing out of her eyes.
Sudden death. Always indicates that death is inevitable, scary and unpredictable.
There maybe even regrets followed with death- for not talking, expressing love or even saying goodbyes.
In my heart, silently I prayed.
The next day, I decided to stay over at her house. I'd got to know her even more- her life,her struggles and etc. Things I never know. Things I never talked.
I told her,
' You still got me.'
But that time,how I really hope she can see God...How I hope I can pray together with her and to tell her,' You still got God.'...How I can encourage her with Words Of God.
Silently, I prayed.
That God used me and strengthen me despite what my relatives would view, think and say of me. Things could be difficult. Because of the things they would say, the scratches they will cause in my heart. But I would stand firmly with God.
Because from the day I have decided to follow Him till the day I leave this Earth, I decided to follow only Him. Because without Him, I would never be who I am today.Because of Him, I know that when people who is lost, hurt, and in despair.. I could say that 'You are not alone, you still got God.'
'Ah ma, you still got God you know. But it is just that you don't realise.'
What can I do? I really don't know. Continue to walk with Him with prayers.:) That's what I would do.
Galatians 2:20 I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God. who loved me and gave himself for me.
Romans 8:37-39 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Labels: faith, faithfulness, family, God
A Lost Child.
POSTED ON: 19 June 2012 @ 2:50 AM | 0 comments
A woman lost her 2-year old child in supermarket. She was worried and went around finding his son, shouting his name with the stroller,asking everyone in the supermarket if they saw her child .One woman said,' I saw a brown hair boy ,carrying a large box out those doors(out of the supermarket).' Later she found her child strolling with large shoe box. Her son not only lost but he shoplifted a pair of men's size 13 shoes. She went closer to him and held him close instead.
As the 2-year old child's mom, she knew what would easily happened unto him if she did not find him. Her love for her son meant she would push the stroller to the end of the earth, shout his name so that she could find him. She was not angry he shoplifted. She was worried what would happened to him if she did not find him that time---her lost son.
''In 'Amazing Grace', K.W Osbeck says, 'If the New Testament teaches anything, it teaches us about God's love in searching for lost men.
Becoming a Christian in a very real sense in simply putting ourselves in the way of being found by God---to stop running from His loving pursuit. ''
Maybe now you feel you are escaping God. One adventure took you the next and suddenly you are lost, wondering if you've gone too far.
But...You haven't.
Stop.
Right where you are.
Let Him scoop you up.
And the box of things you are carrying..that box..those emotions, those mistakes, those choices you wish you would never made---GIVE IT TO HIM. He will return them to where they rightfully belong as He leads you back home...
...Because Your Heavenly Father understands and He is willing to carry you if you only allow Him to do so...
Psalm 145:18-19, "The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them."
Labels: faith, God, love
Blessed Fathers' Day!:)
POSTED ON: 17 June 2012 @ 2:00 PM | 3 comments
Blessed Fathers' Day to my MOM,
Who never fail to play double roles in my life.
Must had been hard for you...Lao Bu,
But you raised me up well.
Because of you,
I had learnt so many invaluable lessons,
Because of your love,
I know what is sacrifice too.
Thank you for choosing not to leave us
but to stand faithfully along with us,
For now I see strand of grey hairs,
You must have persevere a lot..Mom.
Blessed Father's Day to my MOM,
who never fail to shower love to me,
May God bless You even more,
And use me to exhibit His love upon you.
Because I believe ONE DAY,
ONE DAY.. You will be in Heaven rejoicing with me!:)
Labels: beautiful, faithfulness, family, God
Blessed Me.:)
POSTED ON: 15 June 2012 @ 2:20 AM | 1 comments
''You know when God answered your prayers , you can't help but to be amazed because He gives you what your really need and not what you want. ''
It is going to be end of second year that I am in USM. Two years. WOW. How can time passed that quick? Eating, laughing, making new friends/juniors, playing music, singing, sharing, praying.. simple things like that.. it is dear to my heart. Looking back, I never know why God put me in USM. Looking at the present , I don't know what to say. He just blessed me. Blessed me with Him, His love, growth, maturity and seriously awesome good friends. Constant friends who care, understand, listen and love me. :')
Here I am today ; Appreciating things I am enjoying and enduring. People and things I will never trade for any reasons and circumstances.:')
''You can't control the length of your life, but you can control its depth.
My prayer: Let's continue and make the best of our journey of loving friendships in university , for one more year together with Him through ups and downs.:) May God use me to be the friend you can run to when you are down.:) Be here,Always.
Labels: beautiful, faithfulness, friendship, God, love
An Invisible Gift.
POSTED ON: 12 June 2012 @ 2:51 AM | 0 comments
A sister.
An invisible gift.
Never fail to be there for me.
Never fail to listen and to understand.
Stood and still standing as my brick.
A sister.
An invisible gift.
I pray to God that you will see Him the way I see Him and even more than how I see Him. I pray that you will never let go of Him as He never let go of you. I pray He will do wonders in your life for He have awesome plans for you. I pray that we will be there through thick and thin and for Ah Kuan too. Continue to flourish in Him.
I love and sayang you, Amei!:)
Thank you, God for YOU.
For,a sister.
For, an invisible gift.
''I know the ones who love me
I know the ones who will hold me
Just the way I stand
Just the way I am.''
Juwita Suwito- 'Stand'
Labels: family, God, love, personal
Donkey-ly Lazy (Yee Haaaa)
POSTED ON: 07 June 2012 @ 2:49 PM | 4 comments
Being in university brought out the worst laziness in me. It's like I am soOOOooo lazy. Couldn't stand myself sometimes. I should not blame my phlegmatic side of me because God and I myself are the controller of my attitude. It's study week now and I had been doing everything else except studying. *smackmyfaceoverandoveragain*.
*Like a Donkey.*
By the way,I was reading Peter Phang's (Phang Carmen) blog and she was writing about Peter Pan. So I wanna talk about Donkey from Shrek. Because I admire Donkey from Shrek.(Yee Haaa).He is seriously annoying and he talked a lot. He cries too.He is jealous of the 'Puss-in-boots' because he thought Shrek gave more attention to Puss.He is a romantic person. He married Dragon and has cute little ''don-gron'' kids. When he is serious, the statements he said really provoke Shrek's mind. I remembered Donkey being very loyal to his friends. He would do ANYTHING for his friends especially Shrek. (even he do not know sometimes he brings more harm than good) .But his heart is pure.
|
| Always 'kacau' the friends |
|
| The wife and children. HEHE |
|
| Donkey cries too. Awww |
|
Good friends despite annoyances and flaws.
|
But hey, Donkey is not perfect. When I look at him, I can relate to him. Maybe that's the reason I like the animation, 'Shrek'. The important characters such as Shrek, Princess Fiona, Donkey, Puss In Boot.they are not perfect but they do GREAT, crazy and silly things (unlike the other superhero characters). The perfect, rich characters such as Prince Charming. The King , Fairy Godmother are in high position to do good things but they misused their powers.
|
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (muka annoying)
|
What I wanna say here is that, YOU may think you are not perfect and you cannot do great things. You think you have many flaws. It's okay to think like that.( Coz we are human). But when God choose you to do something, He doesn't look at you being imperfect. (He does not even care) . He sees you doing His perfect works.
I want to be a DONKEY to God. Though imperfect but perfect via Him.
Confession: I cried watching it.
Adious!:)
Labels: fun, random
Messily good!:)
POSTED ON: 05 June 2012 @ 5:11 PM | 0 comments
Went to Revo's Reunion. And it was a mess at first. Woke up late. Missed the bus. Bought the tickets again. Travelled 5hours. Lost in KL. Went to Stadium Bukit Jalil instead of Stadium Negara. Exhausted. Walked here and there. A lot of monorails.
*bang*
But when we were in the middle of being lost like lost sheep, I sensed His favours on us. We made it at last. Not too late. At Reunion!!:)
Met my friend, Asen. It's really delightful to witness him in a good church and grow in God. Hmm. Looking back, I had known him for 7years. Grew up together but God is doing great jobs in our lives. Had ups and downs too. Teenage years. Prayers work.
Messily good.:)
Labels: fun, God, past, tough, travel
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